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paschal diary 24/06/23: tel aviv queer frankist intellecual scene, neshamology and radical monotheism
post by gur dimei

over the past thursday I had a meeting with an editor of a prestiguous transgressive magazine in israel which publishes mostly homosexual transgressive writings. we met in tel aviv at some cafe. he told me that my theologico-pornographic-holocaust-fanfics are an expression of total monotheism which is pure solar anal anarchy. in my fanfics God/shoresh commits unspeakable sexual violence against himself and against the world and against mashiach. I explained to that editor that it is the lawlessness and absolute grace with no dinim of yeshu in the highest and most inner core of divine totalizations, and exposed to him the secret of TzV”I=TzOA”H as well as TzV”I=2×M”B. I was thinking about what he’s told me, that I’m actually a radical fundamentalist rapist monotheist and it is actually true, that shabbateanism is true monotheism and that the inevitable consequence of divine authority is divine break, a violent self-dismembering-and-innerly-creating discharge, a rather unique corpo-sexual madness.
he told me they won’t be able to publish my work due to too much graphic obscenity condensed into such a small space. but he encouraged me to write other types of prose for the magazine, which I am going to do. I will combine my paschal/shabbatical diary with theologico-pornographic musings. we kept on communicating via text messages and there is more to come from this story. apparently, bli ayin hara, something that I write will be published in some prestiguous israeli magazine (bli ayin haraaaa).
I’m currently working on an essay for the magazine. an essay which will sum up all of my posts and all of my theologico-pornographic-holocaust-fanfics. it will be glorious.


later on thursday, I went to a party of chaim luski, a former disciple of deleuze who used to be a professor in the israeli academy but got expelled due to a [[[sex scandal]]]. he was the person who connected me with the transgressive magazine’s editor and he is a very nice and kind person (unlike how he is portrayed in the israeli media). yesterday, which was a day later, we convened to read the schelling freiheitsschrift together. I stressed how schelling portrays something near to a parody of spinoza’s substance in his portrayal of “pure necessity” as lifeless and mechanic. instead of the supposed substantial self-motionlessness of spinozic metaphysics, schelling poses the “living God” who committs to a “free creation” as an “act” of “reproduction”. hence, schelling contrasts the anal procedure (selfish-particular will) with the vaginal procedure (reproductive-universal will) which is the affirmation of the divine narrative and an agent of the personalization, history, and becoming-absolute-spirit of man. but in fact, schelling is not this far from spinoza/hegel, as substance is not necessary lifeless, be it changeless. life is essential development, not merely personalizing exteriorization, and it is possible to reproduce within yourself, in a process of auto-production, within the margins of immanent divine self-provident trinitarian historicity. the differences between hegel and schelling are not that major as academics like to portray them.
but in essence, in this week I was encountered with a new perspective on my worldview, which is in fact the most fundamentalist anarchic solar messianic monotheism, with absolute authority, absolute essence, absolute spirit and a total all-creating dark nature.
I have struggled to argue for the anal procedure as the source of life and the theo-cosmic agent of revival and making-become. it is through the anus that life springs from itself and by itself. but it appears like nature is against us, and yet we struggle against nature. against nature, and more than anything – against flesh, we are making ourselves anew within a truly resurrected total combined body in the mystery of neshama gmura and all. amen.


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On the Author: Gur Dimei is an Israeli ''Frankist Incel'', sha''tzposter and an independent researcher of the Zohar.