as I am struggling against the S”M, I am reading the second half of sefer habria today, and I have encountered a very interesting part, in pages 16b-17b. in this part, R’ Natan aka MOHaRa”N describes how through and by mashiach all the neshamot will be incorporated into one ever-fulfilled spiritual body, and in that they will bring forth the “lust of spirit” and “love” which is consummated and corporealized in shabbatot and in yom-tov, but can also be attained during mundane hours through a manipulation of the carnal lust to become reproductive-oriented desire.
it is a well known zoharic cliche, which is reiterated by MOHaRa”N, that the point and substance of desire is to reproduce the desirer. when carnal lust is oriented toward bitul (“destruction”) it is called the stira (“prevention”) of binyana (“the construction”), and contributes to the natural-naasene effort to prevent God from consolidating and fixing the world into one corpus. on the other hand, when the same carnal lust is directed at reproduction, or at the ashlama (“fulfillment” or “consummation”) of binyana, it contributes to the divine advancement toward total unification and eternal copulation of all life. divine life here is consummated and realized in its self-replication, reproduction and super-abundance. in producing an infra-substance (“pri”) man consummates (“mashlim”) the “ratzon” (desire) of his creator, which is to be remade eternally, and totalized into one self-active co-substance.

it’s important for us to remember that we have something very precious in our hands: we bear the vitality of God in our neshama. we are cogs in God’s wonderful plan, his most primal thought. we should struggle and ache not to let it go to waste. we should find christ and the congregation of israel, and refill ourselves with the light of God, with the lust of spirit to be renewed, affirming God’s very life. this is so hard for an incel to do. we don’t have the privilege of partipating in the concept of mashiach – we can’t reproduce, we are incapable of becoming. this must be devestating. but this is why we have christ. :)